song & a little bit of poems
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here are some songs i wrote. i dont know if ill put any poems on there... maybe. Kk

Something

Something different

Something familiar…but in a different way

Something obscure

Something unpredictable

Something I never thought I could do

Something fun

Something that feels good

Something addicting

Something that makes me happy

Something colorful

Something that can be artistic

Something bloody

Something killing

Something heartbreaking to others

Something that must be kept a secret

Something that I wish that was never seen

Something that hurt him so deep

Something that made him jealous

Something that made him dislike the chance

 Something that made him help accept me

The art of a knife


CrY RooM

sad, cant get over it/ drowning in my pillow/ i cant get up/ i cant get out/ i cant help myself/ my eyes are turning red/ turning redder/ bloodshot/ all my body fluid running down my eyes/ a river on my cheeks/ a waterfall on my chest/ i cant get up/ i cant get out/ i cant help myself/ i cant save myself/ I cant move/ Almost all my energy is drained out of me/ But there is only one kind of energy i have/ Cut cut / Slice slice/ Cut cut/ Slice slice/ Hot/ Burn burn/ Hot/ Burn burn/ I thought the pain would go away/ But it just keeps coming back/ And it just gets worse/ I cant stop it / I know its fun/ But I cant stop it/ I am screwed up/ I cant stop it/ I hate myself {[(i cant stop it)]} I just need to cry/ Scream inside my head/ I have to let it out¦NOW!/ Drown myself in my pillow/ i cant get up/ i cant get out/ i cant help myself/ i cant save myself/


i love the way you look at me. i love staring at you, but tend to look away. eye contact can scare me. it could could tell me what i wish it could be, what i dont know, or unpredictable lies. the ccuriosity dreads on me. please run to me, hold me, & tell me you love me.

  like is kinda like the sun. its bright and it hurts your eyes, but you still seem to manage to look at it.

Scope

Staring at you

Thinking nothing Hearing nothing.

Lost in your words.In this cage of fucks with no brain

I just wanna scream.I don’t wanna read .

I don’t wanna write this crap I don’t understand

No help needed.It’s all getting higher.

My rates are flowing..Hands are weak.

Not able to think with the nonsense you put in my head

Worth nothing.The door is closed

The locks are locked

It all fades away

Popping cells

What should I do?. You know

You should know

according to the grapevine, you know everything

you don’t have eyes like you said you did

you don’t have ears like you said you did

ha, you don’t know my secret

I love my pens

cutting my hate away

cutting the sane away

cutting the nonsense away

cutting the mess away

cutting because I don’t care

It’s all getting higher

My rates are flowing

Hands are weak

Not able to think with the nonsense you put in my head

Worth nothing

The door is closed

The locks are locked

It all fades away

Popping cells


how kute

 

the grass is greener than my yard. the dirt is darker than my shirt. the people are happier than me at the moment. the players are fitter than i am. the cotten candy tastes better than my attitude. a fat guy looks better in pink than i do.the net is safer than me. the ball smacked my head harder than his glove.i am sweating my sanity. filling my book with nonsense that no one believes.


 

  L O S T ::: i lay in the water/ covered in red/ thinking really hard, thinking so deep/ hateful thoughts & intrigueing faces/ swept away my mind/ they swept me away from everything/ im slowly... falling away from everyone/ falling away from everything/ im even/ falling away from me/ i cant hear you/ i cant hear any of you/ im lost in my own world/ and u probably cant find me/ im slowly... falling away from everyone/ falling away from everything/ im even/ falling away from me/

Go Away

Its been forever

Since I last saw you blissful

What is the matter?

You are so difficult

Don’t worry

Im here

Im here for your sake

Im here for you and me

Don’t think you’re the only one

Its not all about you

I’ve heard it over and over

Shut up I don’t care anymore

Go away

God its not true

Stop lying

I know what you trying to do

Stop lying

Stop it now

Im not falling for that trick again

It wont work… not this time

Don’t worry

Im here

Im here for your sake

Im here for you and me

Don’t think you’re the only one

Its not all about you

I’ve heard it over and over

Shut up I don’t care anymore

Go away

You wont find me there

All you did was use me

You never considered me a friend, just a toy to play with

I cant believe you

I never thought this would happen

I guess its over

Good luck with yourself

Don’t worry

I wont be there

For your sake

For my sake

Don’t think you’re the only one

Its not all about you

I’ve heard it over and over

Shut up I don’t care anymore

Go away


KiTTY!!!

 

Without a friend in the world

 

Someday

Ill stand next to you

Ill say I love you

Ill actually mean it… for once

But that probably wont happen… in this lonely place… without you

Ill always be that lonely, girl on the road

Writing songs that mean nothing

Wishing upon stars

Trying to find faith

But that plan never seems to work

 [seems to work]

I don’t know how to solve problems

A better way

Help me find hope

 [find hope]

where did you go?

I cant find you

I don’t wanna play this game… anymore

Take me away

Take me away from the world

Im sic of it

cure me

make me feel the same

Someday ill find you

& we’ll fly away

be together

forever

not a care in the world

ill never depart from you

we’ll watch everyone live

& make the same mistakes that we made

that everyone makes

ill be contented, sitting there… with you