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song & a little bit of poems | ![]() |
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here are some songs i wrote. i dont know if ill put any poems on there... maybe. Kk Something different Something familiar…but in a different way Something obscure Something unpredictable Something I never thought I could do Something fun Something that feels good Something addicting Something that makes me happy Something colorful Something that can be artistic Something bloody Something killing Something heartbreaking to others Something that must be kept a secret Something that I wish that was never seen Something that hurt him so deep Something that made him jealous Something that made him dislike the chance Something that made him help accept me The art of a knife CrY RooM sad, cant get over it/ drowning in my pillow/ i cant get up/ i cant get out/ i cant help myself/ my eyes are turning red/ turning redder/ bloodshot/ all my body fluid running down my eyes/ a river on my cheeks/ a waterfall on my chest/ i cant get up/ i cant get out/ i cant help myself/ i cant save myself/ I cant move/ Almost all my energy is drained out of me/ But there is only one kind of energy i have/ Cut cut / Slice slice/ Cut cut/ Slice slice/ Hot/ Burn burn/ Hot/ Burn burn/ I thought the pain would go away/ But it just keeps coming back/ And it just gets worse/ I cant stop it / I know its fun/ But I cant stop it/ I am screwed up/ I cant stop it/ I hate myself {[(i cant stop it)]} I just need to cry/ Scream inside my head/ I have to let it out¦NOW!/ Drown myself in my pillow/ i cant get up/ i cant get out/ i cant help myself/ i cant save myself/ |
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like is kinda like the sun. its bright and it hurts your eyes, but you still seem to manage to look at it.
Scope
Staring at you
Thinking nothing Hearing nothing. Lost in your words.In this cage of fucks with no brain I just wanna scream.I don’t wanna read . I don’t wanna write this crap I don’t understand No help needed.It’s all getting higher. My rates are flowing..Hands are weak. Not able to think with the nonsense you put in my head Worth nothing.The door is closed The locks are locked It all fades away Popping cells What should I do?. You know You should know according to the grapevine, you know everything you don’t have eyes like you said you did you don’t have ears like you said you did ha, you don’t know my secret I love my pens
cutting my hate away cutting the sane away cutting the nonsense away cutting the mess away cutting because I don’t care It’s all getting higher My rates are flowing Hands are weak Not able to think with the nonsense you put in my head Worth nothing The door is closed The locks are locked It all fades away Popping cells |
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the grass is greener than my yard. the dirt is darker than my shirt. the people are happier than me at the moment. the players are fitter than i am. the cotten candy tastes better than my attitude. a fat guy looks better in pink than i do.the net is safer than me. the ball smacked my head harder than his glove.i am sweating my sanity. filling my book with nonsense that no one believes. |
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L O S T ::: i lay in the water/ covered in red/ thinking really hard, thinking so deep/ hateful thoughts & intrigueing faces/ swept away my mind/ they swept me away from everything/ im slowly... falling away from everyone/ falling away from everything/ im even/ falling away from me/ i cant hear you/ i cant hear any of you/ im lost in my own world/ and u probably cant find me/ im slowly... falling away from everyone/ falling away from everything/ im even/ falling away from me/
Go Away
Its been forever Since I last saw you blissful What is the matter? You are so difficult Don’t worry Im here Im here for your sake Im here for you and me Don’t think you’re the only one Its not all about you I’ve heard it over and over Shut up I don’t care anymore Go away God its not true Stop lying I know what you trying to do Stop lying Stop it now Im not falling for that trick again It wont work… not this time Don’t worry Im here Im here for your sake Im here for you and me Don’t think you’re the only one Its not all about you I’ve heard it over and over Shut up I don’t care anymore Go away You wont find me there All you did was use me You never considered me a friend, just a toy to play with I cant believe you I never thought this would happen I guess its over Good luck with yourself Don’t worry I wont be there For your sake For my sake Don’t think you’re the only one Its not all about you I’ve heard it over and over Shut up I don’t care anymore Go away |
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![]() KiTTY!!!
Without a friend in the world
Someday
Ill stand next to you Ill say I love you Ill actually mean it… for once But that probably wont happen… in this lonely place… without you Ill always be that lonely, girl on the road Writing songs that mean nothing Wishing upon stars Trying to find faith But that plan never seems to work [seems to work] I don’t know how to solve problems A better way Help me find hope [find hope] where did you go? I cant find you I don’t wanna play this game… anymore Take me away Take me away from the world Im sic of it cure me make me feel the same Someday ill find you & we’ll fly away be together forever not a care in the world ill never depart from you we’ll watch everyone live & make the same mistakes that we made that everyone makes ill be contented, sitting there… with you
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